Earth Hour 2009

It has been a very, very long time huh? Truth is that I didn't have much free time to blog. All the blogs I typed before this were typed when I was at the office when the time "curi-curi tulang". Hee. Anyway, I quit my job and I didn't have access to the internet until now. Got myself a P1 W1max. It's pretty good but at times it does sucks. Overall it's ok.

What's new bout me? I'm unemployed! Life is hard and sucks now. There were few interviews but no response as yet. Probably I'm not good enough for them. It got me thinking though.. that I am not good at all.


Last night was the Earth Hour. I participated! Yay, didn't know that I could because I was supposed to go to this wedding. Last minute I didn't have the mood to go. So Lan accompanied mum instead of me.

I was alone at home. By 8.25 pm I have already light up the candles and turned off every switch there is in the house, except for the fridge because I don't want the stuffs in there to go bad.

What I did was firstly me myself and I had candle light light dinner, just few baby hotdogs. Then I didn't know what to do. I went out at the porch and looked around. Our next door neighbours were out. The house to our right was in total darkness, nobody was home, the car is gone. The people to the house to our left had gone back kampung and had left their porch light on. I saw that only one of our Chinese neighbours in front participated. The other house still have their porch lights on. Pretty good I guess. Not bad.

By 8.45 p.m I have run of ideas of what to do. I was alone so I couldn't talk to anyone and I didn't know who to call. Anyway, if I do call someone, my phone wouldn't last for even 2 minutes, my battery was already weak.

So, I turned and turned looking for ideas. Then the Trimax exercise bicycle "called" me. Hee..
Since I didn't get exercise for like forever already, so I rode it. Before that I set my phone alarm at 9.30 p.m. I rode and rode non-stop until the alarm went off.

When I rode the Trimax, I couldn't see how far I have cycled because it was dark. Once the lights are on, I was so proud of myself because I have cycled 11.8 km in 43 minutes and 37 seconds!! Wow, pretty impressivo right??

08.08.08

08.08.08.. the date! Today is the day that I planned to get married. But I'm really so far from it. My plan was that today after Isyak I'm going to get married, but don't know whether akad nikah at home or mosque.. doesn't matter. The point is, my plan didn't work.

Instead, my friend Sheeda took the date. I'm not blaming her or dislike her in some way because she's getting married today. I'm happy for her of course. It's just that I feel down abit.. you know, because I'm not even close to my plan. I'm a bad planner!

Truth is deep down I'm aching inside. All that I can do now is to have faith right? I do, really! Just hoping for the best.

Pray for me!

They're gone!

hello all...

The chicks are gone! Yesterday morning my dad brought them to his ayah angkat's house. The chicks are getting bigger and they fly now. So the cage is so small for the five of them. They deserve a place where there are bigger cages and lots of friends. I couldn't get myself to say goodbye to them yesterday. My mum almost cried when my dad took the cage and put it in the car. Mum said that the chicks looked really scared. Yeah, they should coz they don't even know where there are going. Well, they are chicks, what do they know right? I mean all they do is eat, play, drink and sleep.

The house is really quiet now. Usually we hear them "nyetting". Our morning routines are now different somehow. Every morning before going to work, I checked on them to see whether the food is enough. Mum always checked on them after she gets up. If they are sleeping, she wouldn't open the back door or else they would awake and starting to "nyet".

Well, the point that I am trying to make is that we miss them alot. Though I didn't get the chance to name them, but I love them alot. They used to sleep in my palms. My little babies.

Starscope

Today, 30th day of July 2008...

My starscope:
"YOU SEE THINGS WHICH MAKE YOU WONDER IF PERHAPS YOU HAVE BEEN ON THE WRONG TRACK. THE GETTING OF WISDOM IS ACKNOWLEDGE MISTAKES."

Hmm... something to ponder on...

The Chicks

Dear all,

I got something new to brighten up my days. Got myself 5 chicks.. ayam hutan.

Dad found it in our kebun last week. He brought back the 5 eggs and put them in a small basket with little pieces of newspapers and old socks. They took 2 days to hatch.

They are so adorable with their little cute wings. Wanted to just name them 1, 2, 3, 4 & 5.. but they look they same.. identical and I couldn't get to differentiate them to name them. They are brown in colour with light brown stripes.

I couldn't take their pictures. They say do not take pictures of your pets or else they will die early. I'm not superstitous but just a precaution.

Anyway, we won't keep them very long. Mum said the neighbours might complain of their noise and probably smells. Hmm.. I'm starting to love them. Everyday I let them sleep on my palms. They love the heat.

I can't wait to go home, which feels like a mini zoo now. I miss them already. Hee..

Painful moments..

Dear all,

It has actually been about 1 month since I blogged (is that even a word?).

Regretfully to say that I'm in pain at the moment. Here's the story.. I fell down the stairs of the ferry coming back from Tioman. It was so slippery. The stairs were not too high but as I stepped on the second stair, I slipped and fell at the bottom of the stairs. I screamed.. but nobody helped me. Who ever said that Malaysian is very friendly and full of hospitality, that person is a load of crap! Malaysians are not nice. Well, Malaysians generally are ONLY nice to foreigners. There was a guy sitting at my left side when I fell, but he just looked at me. Like falling down is a normal thing.. No help at all, no that "Are you ok" thing. Anyway, I couldn't move for 2 minutes I think. I hit my back at the edge of the stairs. The journey coming back from Mersing to KL was unbearable. I was sitting at the back of the naza ria and the ride was kinda bumpy. Imagine how my butt felt like. I could even walk because I hit my right leg as well.

The next day my mum brought me to do some x-rays. Met this so-called chiropractor. I don't want to state the name of the hospital.. all I can say is that it is a specialist hospital. Anyway, this doctor asked me to do some x-rays on my right leg and my butt. I did it, paid for it and went back to his office. All he can say after looking at the x-ray was "Oh, there is no fractures, but maybe some cracks somewhere. But there is nothing to worry about and you can go home now." He didn't do anything. He just wrote me the prescriptions and I paid and went home. I was on mc for 2 weeks.

When I came to work, the pain has gone abit. Then this one day I had a little bit of a jog. Actually it wasn't really a jog. I ran a bit from my room at the office to the front door. There was a fogging going on outside and I had to quickly closed the door to prevent the smoke to come in the office. Just that little jog made my back ache.

The next day I went to this chiropractic centre. I went there twice. One to bring my friend to treat her sprain ankle. The second time I had a shoulder pain. That shoulder pain was gone after the second day of treatment. And you know what?? I should gone to the centre in the first place.

Since the previous doctor has transferred to another centre, I was treated by this Dr. Han. He's a licensed chiropractor. A real one! I mean he uses his elbow to treat my back. There are improvements.

The 1st treatment

- Dr. Han had checked my back and did his elbow magic.

- He explained that my pelvis and spine near the pelvis is misaligned. My ligaments are all sprained.

- For this first treatment, he repaired the sprained ligaments.

- After that I had the ultrasound, electric and ice treatment.

The 2nd treatment

- I had the 3 treatment first before seeing the doctor.

- The doctor did his magic again.

The 3rd treatment

- Today was the third treatment.

- Like the second one, I had the 3 treatments first.

- The doctor concentrated on the painful parts at my back, because I complained about having a hard time sitting down. Walking not that much pain, but sitting is hard.

- This time however, he used acupunture. This was the first time I had such treatment, I mean in my life. And you know, I didn't even feel the needle got into my back. Amazing!

I can feel the improvements. God bless Dr. Han.

Hoping for Greatness

Hello..

I'm just so stressed out lately. With my work! I just can't take it anymore. Everything is on me. The burden is becoming unbearable. Poor little old me. I actually don't know to whom should I talk to. And my acne is breaking out! My God!

But hopefully this tortured burden will not be long on me. If you know what I mean.. Well, pray for me ok?

Hope things will turn out great soon.